love is a decision, not feeling!

I'm tired ~~ again!!
Ok. I think come across to life changing moment today. It says

"love is a decision, not feeling"

So for the past 2 months, I couldn't find anyone (well, I did lah. And some is really gd looking and has the good quality of being bf). The onus of this issue is that, for long time ago I DECIDE to love my bf(ex) only. So that's why the reason I couldn't start r/s with any of the guy I'm dating now.

Relationship turn love checklist(quality of the guy(s) I'm dating now:)
1. Looks - pass with distinction
2. Attitude - pass with distinction
3. Well being - pass with distinction
4. Chemistry - retest
5. Feeling - no feeling at all

So this sums up to my failure getting stead with guys for the past 2 months. Conclusion? I've DECIDED since beginning to love this guy name 'Mervyn' since beginning because he passed all those above (I hope I passed his too).

So love catching is suspended for time being. Let me think I want to do next:

1. Get back to normal life. Focus on work. Be punctual to work and stay motivated.
2. Be prudent in spending. Save more $$ so I could be financially free and RICH.
3. stay healthy. Stay away from FAT food, exercises (like I always did prior to my break up with ex-bf).
4. Looking good. SK-II really got result leh, my skin will get younger sooner hehe.
5. Occupy my times with beneficial n healthy activities. Quit grindr, etc. I should quit Facebook too.

~just m3